9th Jan 2010
Two continents have collided
What’s left behind never comes to mind
Life is simply serene
Full of meaning and intent I build bridges between my thoughts
and find pieces to the puzzle I thought were lost forever
Suddenly I’m satisfied
Feeling emotions I never knew existed
An angel at my side fills me with pride
and each sunset marks another day that I can say “I love you”
I have never felt as safe as when I’m in your arms
Everyday with you is special
The indent left on your pillow in the morning makes me smile
because I know you’re here with me
We will drift together forever
and I am silently satisfied
For my Stewie, Love Cat Xx
Friday, 26 February 2010
Monday, 11 January 2010
Stop There 30/9/02
Twinkle, twinkle little star
don't ever lose ur sweetness
If only I could make it last
save that childhood innocence
Perfection, simplicity, will power
and pure content
who would have thought
we'd grow into what we are?
If I had a magic wand
I'd stop you where you are
Make you mine forever more
savour your cuteness and
cherish your every hour
but life must grow
and time passes by
To linger on dreams
is a fools endless game
CatXx
don't ever lose ur sweetness
If only I could make it last
save that childhood innocence
Perfection, simplicity, will power
and pure content
who would have thought
we'd grow into what we are?
If I had a magic wand
I'd stop you where you are
Make you mine forever more
savour your cuteness and
cherish your every hour
but life must grow
and time passes by
To linger on dreams
is a fools endless game
CatXx
Starve Me 23/1/02
I'm thin
But not thin enough
Starve me
so it stops
I don't want to carry on
Starve me
some more
I don't want to live on
Starve me
and I'll stay
I wont ever go back
I'll remember the day
when I smiled
Those sweet childhood dreams
when I knew who I was
and where I was going
Just starve me
and starve me
so I'll never forget.
Cat Xx
But not thin enough
Starve me
so it stops
I don't want to carry on
Starve me
some more
I don't want to live on
Starve me
and I'll stay
I wont ever go back
I'll remember the day
when I smiled
Those sweet childhood dreams
when I knew who I was
and where I was going
Just starve me
and starve me
so I'll never forget.
Cat Xx
Slip Away 14/9/02
I've cried
an ocean full of sadness
I've been
lower than the bugs beneath me
I've been told
ten lifetimes worth of lies
but every time
I found my ladder
and rose again
A strength
I sometimes wish
I never had
Sometimes
I wish I could give up
Just to fall asleep
and not wake up
To quench the flame
and leave it be
To walk away
and never look back.
Cat Xx
an ocean full of sadness
I've been
lower than the bugs beneath me
I've been told
ten lifetimes worth of lies
but every time
I found my ladder
and rose again
A strength
I sometimes wish
I never had
Sometimes
I wish I could give up
Just to fall asleep
and not wake up
To quench the flame
and leave it be
To walk away
and never look back.
Cat Xx
Security 10/3/03
I know it's not forever
but I need it just for now
I know it's going to end
but I can't let it go
I wont let it go
It's what I feel inside
and I know the feeling is mutual
when it ends I wont be scarred
because it never really started
Everyone understands
Not one person doesn't know
There are those who lock it up
wont let it show
As if to protect the lie they live
but even they break down and cry
when they're alone and safe inside
I will be safe
and I will survive.
Cat Xx
but I need it just for now
I know it's going to end
but I can't let it go
I wont let it go
It's what I feel inside
and I know the feeling is mutual
when it ends I wont be scarred
because it never really started
Everyone understands
Not one person doesn't know
There are those who lock it up
wont let it show
As if to protect the lie they live
but even they break down and cry
when they're alone and safe inside
I will be safe
and I will survive.
Cat Xx
Scared to see 27/9/02
My memory escapes me
though I know I had a point
It's not as though I'm anxious
but i'd rather not forget.
It was something wise and valid
but it ran through like a sieve,
my memory escapes me
though I know I had a point.
If I stood alone and pondered
maybe I could find a path
that would wind it's way
to the memory
that I lost along the way.
Cat Xx
though I know I had a point
It's not as though I'm anxious
but i'd rather not forget.
It was something wise and valid
but it ran through like a sieve,
my memory escapes me
though I know I had a point.
If I stood alone and pondered
maybe I could find a path
that would wind it's way
to the memory
that I lost along the way.
Cat Xx
Paralised 7/10/02
It comes all too soon but expected
With the sound of wood hitting wood
My eyes close and all my hatred boils
up inside me
Scenes of pure evil fill my mind
Never before have I been driven so far
from the sanity I surround myself in
Feeling something I'm sure only few
will feel in their lifetimes
yet I know I will feel it again
Every cell of every part of me
possessed like a daemon
wishing death and torture like never before
Why can't we tell?
Why do I run from freedom, the chance to let go?
Sinking like a stone in thick gravy
I bury my soul
but I'm ready to seep outwards when the time arises
If and when
Cat Xx
With the sound of wood hitting wood
My eyes close and all my hatred boils
up inside me
Scenes of pure evil fill my mind
Never before have I been driven so far
from the sanity I surround myself in
Feeling something I'm sure only few
will feel in their lifetimes
yet I know I will feel it again
Every cell of every part of me
possessed like a daemon
wishing death and torture like never before
Why can't we tell?
Why do I run from freedom, the chance to let go?
Sinking like a stone in thick gravy
I bury my soul
but I'm ready to seep outwards when the time arises
If and when
Cat Xx
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